Church By The Sea Ofc

I went to this church since I was two then moved away. It has always stayed in my heart, I always could feel God inside and was awed. Now, hopefully temporarily in TN I watched a service or two via the internet and was terribly disappointed. There was no real minister, no feeling of God, more of a free-for-all, many speakers and no gift of inspiration or Christ. I've spent many of the last 10-15 years knowing when I'm able to come back home that this church is where I belonged and would be reunited. I no longer feel that way. The retired Dr. Pickens and a few that followed would fill everyone with hope and Christ. Watching the internet feed just filled me with loss.